Want to know what's up?

Everyone wants to run sometimes

There are days, hell sometimes weeks when all I really want to do is just run away. To leave behind a fussy baby, a testing the limits, disodbedient 2 yr old, and the mouth smacking attitude of a 5 yr old. AAARRRGGGHHHHH! Sometimes I wonder why I wanted this mess, what the heck was I thinking?! The house is dirty, clothes are piling up, kids are screaming, "hey honey, what's for dinner" comes from the husband-human being sitting on the computer. Just do it I tell myself. Don't think about the details, the "why can't you's?", just suck it up and get to work. Because that's what it is right? A 24-7, 365 job. Strictly volunteer basis, no bonuses, but there are times when those perks are worth it. And then there are times, like recently, when you're like screw the F**KING perks I want out.


However if I take the time to think about where I would be with out all this, I don't see myself happy. I realize how empty my life would be, and how much I truly love my family. And when the older ones are in bed, and that baby is sleeping in your arms you know, you know that all in all it's worth it. Now if I could just put them to bed at 6:30 in the evening.LOL

posted by doingwhatilove @ 6:06 PM